Saturday, January 30, 2010
Hmmms .. Stuck in camp . Kena SOL for 21 days , meaning till CNY lors . SIANS TO THE MAX ! But i will try to plead for lighter sentence bahs , hope can go home and have reunion dinner with my mum . Long time didnt sit down and have dinner with my mum le . She got work , and im in army . Weekend almost totally dont see each other . How to have dinner together ? So i really wanna take reunion dinner as an opportunity to sit down and improve the drifted distance between my mum and me .
Just broke up with her a few days ago . I shouldnt be feeling sad , but why ? Why is my heart aching so badly even if i have the mindset of moving on ? She is the one who is unreasonable and keep dominating this relationship . She promised me not to contact back Jeremy , but in the end she did and still have the cheek to tell me that she have feelings for him ! WTF LAHS ! I really dont understand why must things happen in this manner ? Going 1 year le lehs , and she still cant understand me . Then what am I suppose to do ? Keep giving in to her ? No way !
Im really heartbroken lahs , all thanks to her . I had planned for valentines' le , but my efforts have gone to vain now . Im left here by her , shattered . Abandoning me when someone else comes into her life . Will someone come and treasure me and dont treat me like a toy or trash ?
Love,
thyEMOkid™
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6:48 AM
