Guard duty today , damn it ! Stupid warrant officer , i make sure you not be here anymore ! Fcuking hell .. Going for my shift at 9 plus . Life is in a mess right now , and im stuck here helpless . I really dontknow what to do lors , everything is so confusing to me . Ahhhhs , who the hell can help me right now so that i can be on the right path ? Where is the princess that im looking for ? SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME !!

Love,
thyEMOkid™

she told the story .. 2:56 AM

I really dontknow what the fcuk you want from me . I already tried my best to give you whatever you want le , now you wanna say i didnt give in ? WTF ! You are the one who leave me , not i who leave you . Now you have stead or gan stead i dont fcuking care le . Cos im going to find a new stead and treat her better than you do . So dont try to get in the way , get a life .

Love,
thyEMOkid™

she told the story .. 5:20 AM

Things arent happening as I expected . What should i do now ? My heart and mind are confused . Should I wait or to continue with my life ? You say that im irritating to you and stuff . But do you know how much i want and need you by my side right now ? Where are you and what are you doing ? Enjoying life , maybe . This is my retribution bahs , for hurting you much in the past . That's why you are treating me this way . I dont believe that you can give up on our love so fast . You may have the mindset of wanting me back i might be wrong . I dontknow at all . But till now i still have this gli,pse of hope in me that you will be back to my side and be forever mine . Although it seems so impossible now , i still wish you will be back .

Laopo , iloveyou . Even if now the world ends , you will be the one i love the most in my life . Today is our 10th month anniversary , just wanna wish you happy anniversary even though your love for me is dead . You will always be the person i wanna love , muacks !

Love,
thyEMOkid™

she told the story .. 8:42 AM

Had a dream just now and it was so real , as if it is going to happen . But when i woke up , everything was just a dream ; an illusion that is causing me to have heartache now . Why am i having this kind of dream ? i don't understand . i have make my mind to move on , but why is heart dreaming about things between you and me still possible ? ahhs , damn it man ! i hate it ! i wanna get out of this pain ; this vicious cycle that is causing so much of heartache to me right now . putting too much of feelings to love someone is a mistake .. if you are ever coming back to my blog just wanna say i still love you and hoping you will return although it is impossible ..

she told the story .. 8:54 AM

You are really such a bitch and flirt , do you think that i dont wanna wait for you ? You make me this way , being heartless and cold-hearted . Now you find someone else to stead with ? What is this ? You are the one who is at fault and then now im the one who is getting the punishment , this is so unfair . It is not suppose to happen this way , it should be the other way round ; you are the one should be receiving the pain and heartaches im having now . Although i know i hurt you too much last time , im changing . But you didnt even wanna give yourself to see it , and then now im the one who is carrying all the burden . Fcuked up to the max ! I believe one day you will sure regret that you give up on me , i can assure you with my life at stake . No one can really tolerate your behaviour , especially your unreasonable side like i do . Trust me , if you still continue to be like that , you will never find anyone that can last a relationship with you at all . No guy will one a girl to have a over-possessive and unreasonable behaviour . One more thing , there is a limit to one's patience . Dont ever try to climb onto someone's head , you will regret doing it .

Since everything has come to this stage , i will move on with my life and find someone better than you to make you fcuking regret your decision of leaving me , Trust me , i will do that . Just wait AND see only ... I can safely tell you this , i can do something wholeheartedly if i want to . The next person who is my stead will get all the love she can get . Although i still have feelings for you , i believe time can prove to me that you are just a anonymous passerby who tries to screw up my life when i can save my time and money to spend it on someone else that is more worthy for me . There is a saying ' the time taken for you to forget the person who you love the most is the time taken for you to love him/her ' . So what if i still have feelings for you ? I SWEAR that even if it takes me a lifetime to for you , i will do that for the sake of my happiness . Because when i come to think of it , you are really too much le and i cant tolerate your nonsense anymore . 'BYE' is the word im going to give you .

Love,
thyEMOkid™

she told the story .. 11:47 AM

Why cant i just let go of you and continue with my fcuking life ? Why must you appear in my mind whenever i feel lonely and depressed ? I really wanna forget you , but i just dontknow why i cant . You hurt me so much , yet i still wanna forgive you and love you . Am I mad or what ? I really dont understand myself also . I will try to forget you and let you go so that i can continue with my life and find someone who wanna treasure and love me . I swear i will make you regret that you throw me aside like a toy and let me shatter into pieces . Am i stupid ?

Love,
thyEMOkid™

she told the story .. 4:32 AM

Now in camp waiting to be assign job ! Nothing much to do and its late at night now , rawrs ! CAN SLEEP . Sians , finally can book out soon . Coming Sunday , i think . If possible i wanna book out on Saturday lors , cos reunion dinner mahs . Hmmms .. dontknow what will happen this week . Just hope that everything will go smoothly bahs . And my dear , imissyou . Break for 2 weeks le , cant forget our memories at all . I will think of you whenever i do something . You are just too important to me le . I wanna give up on you , since you dont love me anymore , but i cant . I dontknow why too , maybe i put in too much emotion le bahs . Then it is too hard for me to pull out from this broken relationship which caused me to be shattered and stranded . Haiish , dontknow what to do now also . To end of this post , i wanna put in one lyrics from F.I.R .


把爱放开-飞儿乐团
当你开始追寻你要的自由
放开我们紧握的手 带走我的爱和天空
我不知所措 我以为我会懂
我们的爱~我们的爱~
当我独自走到时间的尽头
回忆和我擦肩而过 带走你的爱和笑容
我无力承受 最后的一点心痛
我们的爱~我们的爱~
把爱放开 把手放开 如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待 你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来
终于明白爱已不再
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖
我还有什么期待
把爱放开 把手放开 如果你的心已不在
把爱放开 不再等待 你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开 把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤 再彻底地醒过来


Love,
thyEMOkid™

she told the story .. 8:12 AM

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